Fairies' Loft
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nancy 发表于 2009-05-07 06:29:35
爸爸说 我就算不找工作不赚钱 吃好喝好祝好 他挣得的钱也够我几辈子花了
可我为什么还跟自己过不去那
争口气活着真难
Big Haul
nancy 发表于 2009-04-23 00:44:08
A rainy day, I drove my dad to Stratford to catch the smelts.
Here they are in the sink of my home. LoL
THe fishes and me.
My dad is cleaning the smelts.Oops, not a very good body shape, huh?He got "beer belly"
We found the branch we used to catch the fishes last year. It has been there for a Year! it is so incredible. Whatever, happy haul today.LOL
xxxx
nancy 发表于 2009-04-14 02:55:45
In this summer vacation, I am gonna do a life-rehab by my self. Everything is gonna be fine.
A picture taking in my uniform in the bathroom of SUBway .LoL
THe most gross thing I have ever said is :" Hi, welcome subway , Can I help you ?" The point is I gotta say it every time I see the customers coming in. xxxk That! I am very lazy except the time I am working. See? SUbway is a good start. My ideal job is working in a bank Like TD. My mom said that is impossible!
Hope the money I earn this summer can afford my tuition next semester.
By the way, sorry about the swearings these days. It has two reason, 1. the employees in SUbway really good at it especially Gazi 2. The book I gotta read in the assignment of Anthropology is about street culture and the dialogues in the book are filled with curings and swearings. I don;t learn the purposely, I just can be easily influenced like I said in the last journal.LOL
I don't give a shit
nancy 发表于 2009-04-11 04:11:41
IT was in the Caribbean of Cancun, mexico
I was very chubby that time. much chubbier than I am now
BUt you know WhAt, I kinda enjoy it
There is no reason to label everthing, i am just me
I don't wanna modify it by using photoshop, it sucks
THe fish my father caught, it was really not that easy haha It is cool?
昨天半夜自己偷摸哭了 确切说是什么 我自己都不知道
似乎觉得我永远都比别人慢半拍
就像高中的数学题 高一的内容 到高三才反应过来是那么回事儿
其实我一直反叛的都是我自己 我想做我自己满意的人
可就是一直没做成
世界上最了解我的人 就是我自己
我特别容易受旁边人的影响 有时想想 还是做我自己好了
后来才发现 我没有自我 那个亦正亦邪 随风倒的人 就是我
之所以现在还算善良 有点人样 是因为结交的朋友 还有父母 亲人都是不错的
我要是跟一流氓呆一周 除了长得不像 剩下的简直就是一个摸子立刻出来的
身边总是不断出现厉害的人 创新的想法
我就总想做他们 恨不得变成他们
妈妈说 我活的太累了
我说 我觉得也是
这就是为什么我特别特别想去希腊
不是环境美 是与世无争
每天打打鱼 晒晒太阳 挺好
要不然 就跟老爸借点儿钱 买个农场 整几匹马 养点儿牛 种地算了
只要不让我攀比 怎么都行
我是克制克制在克制 就是没克制住 嫉妒心是极其极其极其极其的强
打来加拿大 压根儿就没走过桃花运 一点儿花香都没沾上
不瞒你说 我昨天还在幻想浪漫的爱情那 能跟one of my customers勾搭上啥的
没戏 今天 我想开了
现实点儿比较好 何谓现实哪？
比如说 绝对不找中国人 打死都不找 要是找了 先打自己一个嘴巴
就找说英语的 要是会说英法什么的 算我白赚
再比如说 如果一个人能带我去希腊 绿卡身份都有 长相还算端正 只要他肯娶 我就肯嫁
我真不是在展示我都多开放 是我想开了
谈一场浪漫的恋爱 真的很奢侈
不是别人没看上我 就是我自命不凡
四个月的暑假到了
我要做我的“艺术研究”了
像是街头涂鸦 或是刻个几毛钱香皂啥的 画个建筑效果图什么的
我妈说了 我正不出啥大玩意儿
你说加拿大涂鸦犯法 我格哪儿涂啊
你别说 来加拿大我画倒是画了不少 心比较静了 我看在静一静 我就能出家了
I really wann go to THe Wave one more, maybe it is gonna be the last time for me to go there
The last dancing night in PEI
I still remember last tine I went there with Christine
We danced together and ingored those shit men who flirted with us, Hahaha
When we danced last time, a guy came over here and intended to dance with us
He just like came closer to me and was gonna touch my hip and wrist
I said to Christine " Help"
SHe just like run to me and stopped the guy implicitly. Hahhahhah
That was the way we deal with those gross guys
What am I gonna wear next time?????????
中文退步了 以前还会拽点儿文词儿 装一装自己是江南女子 现在是全忘了
Blast
nancy 发表于 2009-02-12 07:50:46
I got a speed test in SUBWAY. I am supposed to finish my sandwich in 60 secs. Unfortunately, I got it done in 120 secs. Gosh! Even I piss myseflf off. What a stupid head.Huh? You go, girl!!!
Can anyone get me a chance to get full credit in MAth. Come on, man.
Hope I can have a good time in Mecxico this in this reading break!
Go Back to THe way I was
nancy 发表于 2009-01-30 00:46:55
本来想用英文写的， 但是就是憋不出来， 没办法只好改成中文了
好像从来没有为自己活过
今天捧着数学笔记开始发呆
自己一直在患得患失的恐惧中挣扎
最后不快乐的还是我
看来，不以物喜不以己悲的境界我是抵达不到了
每次特别开心之后， 就是阵阵忧伤
所以学会了隐藏兴奋
acceptance Letter 收到的时候真的很兴奋
Offer of Admission
不管怎么样 我离梦想近了一步
随之 又带点后怕
怕会发生什么让自己失望
讨厌这样
最近总是迷恋电脑
不知道在网上干些什么 可是时间一下子就过去了
克制
但没克制住
下午是calculus 和anthropology的课
加油吧
